A little Love today -G.E.M.I.N.I featuring nervegasm (Hi-Fi)
Message from the Underground
@songplanet w/ nervegasm and EvilWurm
Head Music
A little love today - G.E.M.I.N.I featuring nervegasm
Gemini featuring nervegasm -- a little love today.. will be out soon at IC-musicmedia.com. (superb job Kris-nervegasm) and aquarian age- mountain of fools(nervegasm'srefriedmix)..soon..
evilwurm tracks are getting sum airtime on songplanet.com everybody's getting into the wurm... hehehehe

latezz ..
peace to universal beatzz....


nervegasm.. now @ nervegasm @ broadjam

also nervegasm tracks.. is live @ Beatmaka .
tracks on: heaven for climate, street part 1, are you high?, shades of brown.

"heaven for climate" is on rotation @ SongPlanet.com

soon: on electronicscene.com, besonic, youngtunes, scrubb, radio io, other internet radio stations.
airplay: vancouver, toronto, KCRW, WNYU, magnetmag, lollipop, im, press..



NOW @ electronicscene.com
On the Workz.. and will be LIve SOon!!..
nervegasm LIVE! @ Song Planet.com (radio)
@SongPlanet.com 4 songs playin on the Lucky Fokker show.. check it out.. ! listen.. Latezzzzz....

(thanks lucky-nervegasm)


@Beatz.com New Form
Lotsa tracks available @ BEATZ.COM. Electronic.
(thanks adrian!-nervegasm)
Reviews @ BEATMAKA.com (Heaven For Climate)
FLAVA'.....This track had lots of Flava'....You want something new and different...this is it. Lots and I mean lots of character in this track [and yes, Flava’]. There were two small speed bumps…1. In the bass towards the end of the track and 2. The man's voice and women singing at the end didn’t jazz me as it sort of brought me down from an emotional high from what the rest of the track was about.....but other than that everything was SWEET as a cherry pie….Nice ambient vocals and ever changing beat really gets the mix together for some serious Jammin’…But what really got to me was the variety of the track…kept me on my toes not knowing what was coming next…The kids at the end reminded me of the streets here in NYC during the summer…which made me feel right at home. Nice Freshman intro…Welcome to Beatmaka.com!!! Bottom line: Flava, character and lots of variety = download [Even though we had two speed bumps]__ **** 4 stars out of 5 **** [could have been 5, but speed bumps slowed us down to a 4]__ AG --alguerrero
This one is great! Guitarflavored triphop. I would rate if 5 but there is a serious flaw I want to point out: While playing the bass seems to be at few points 'out of control' for example around 0:45 and then at the end of the turntable session at 2:26. This should be fixable.--tonik

Your track "Street (Part 1)" is now online. Congratulation, your track has been selected as a Hot Pick!
Your Artist Page:
nervegasm @ beatmaka.com

THANKS Beatmaka!! - nervegasm


ey ey ey!!!! im finally active again......although got nothing much to say......
BEATZ.COM (W'ere On It!)
Yeshhh... we are giving away sampler .002 this x'mas. so you better be on our x list....hehehehe..

news: nervegasm @beatz.com (hip hop.. its all good..hehehe)

our x'mas list: KCRW, WNYU, San Diego, Scrub Radio, UBL, Magnet, Interview, Contract?, Distribution?, and lotsa' grooves...


BEATZ.COM (W'ere On It!)
Yeshhh... we are giving away sampler .002 this x'mas. so you better be on our x list....hehehehe..

news: nervegasm @beatz.com (hip hop.. its all good..hehehe)

our x'mas list: KCRW, WNYU, San Diego, Scrub Radio, UBL, Magnet, Interview, Contract?, Distribution?, and lotsa' grooves...



i also "might" be releasing an EP if i have the time.........geeshhh, very busy quarter for me......loads of work....................................
damn....i always forgot my username and password.........hehehehe........ey guys....we are giving away our sampler 2 a christmas gifts........better be in our gift list..........ryt john?
nervegasm's-Heaven For Climate .. jsut got 4 out of 5 stars and is now live on Beatmaka.com and soon on beatz.com(thanks adrian).

coming soon: KCRW, San Diego set, WNYU, Nessfm and more.. Christmas give aways .. soon.. Watch Out For That One. Peace.


IC-MusicMedia TOP 20 Artist Chart Section

Rank Artist / Band Song
1 Anergy & Friends
Crazy in love --- Indie
2 Nervegasm Drive (the Street Part 2) --- Electro
3 Poison Ivy No Free Fills --- HipHop/Rap
4 Ken Tancrus United States of America --- Rock
5 Fade to Black Circle Groove --- Indie
6 Flausen im Herbst R.A.R. (Mixmix) --- Electric
7 Electrodynamics On & On Forever [RMX] --- House
8 Refrag Blaim --- Ambient
9 Alysson Light Pearl in the Oyster --- Acoustic Pop
10 Art Sonic Sweeter Leaf --- Electric


LoadPuller's Artists of the Week for Nov. 23rd to 30th:

Leaving Jezebel and nervegasm

.........(THANK YOU SO MUCH!!....))
" like them all... very cool...
but, i really love 'the street part 1'. it's something i can just close my eyes and groove to. would love to hear it out at a club. i'm gonna dwnld it so i can listen to it in hi-fi on-demand, without waiting for the endless dial-up buffering!
great work."

"Listening to "Drive"......
Seems like this would be a cool film score....
It's not a "song", per se, but very cool Music....
I can hear this track backing an Urban video thingy...
Tasteful - creative..... - sensitive, strong track. " --droolymutt

"Heaven for climate is my absolute favourite of yours. Especially when you play around with the flanger in the middle of the tune and these guitar chords are awesome, even though I feel like having heard them somewhere else before."--PNFA

"you're the first artist i've listened to since joining the forum yesterday and i couldn't have gotten off to a better start .. every song was a solid atmospheric groove .. heaven and blue sky were outstanding .. peace."

"Ok, listened to "Render".
Not really my favorite genre, but I like the guitarish parts of it..."
"Listening now to The Street pt1:
Great bass intro. Beats are cool, very funky. Nice atmosphere. Simple & effective tune. Very strong sound & the guitars are good too. Seems to lack something.. a vocal maybe? I'd prefer a few changes in the drum loop too but it works well.
All in all a good solid tune"

"I heard some of your songs, my favourite is
Heaven for Climate
And I know that you was here Song of the Day
Very unique soundstyle you have "
"Very cool, unique sound! Heaven for climate is my favourite - it's SOTD "
------Tom @Interconnected
"The sonic tension of 'Drive (the street) is impressive. It's highly melodic yet even more interesting in it's textures. "
------Bristol Meyers

(thanks for the reviews..)

NEws: Starting a collab with G.E.M.I.N.I .. more tracks are soon.. available on Dance industries.com, Ness Radio, Beatmaka.com, New Music Network and Beatz... its now on air and playin on sum clubss.. in brazil.. and canada.. watch.. for it. on.. other states...laters..

(we're just gonna keep on bangin' ... peace to universal beats..)


NERVEGASM @ Interconnected
Featured Song recommendations


Drive (the Street Part 2)
thats the news.. Laters!!


nervegasm on Besonic and Ic-musicmedia
hey there... nervegasm is now comin at yha live on IC media and besonic just gonna finnish sum stuff.. on there.. site.. and its gonna be live... also thanks to all that voted for me on funender.. KMP, Flesh eating foundation, Ed Dury, weremule and the others..... thanks for the welcome... also to all the guy who did a review on my tracks @ ONE ANGRY SWEDES Music Board.. Thanks.. it really help me alot.. check yah laters!!

Oh by the way.. We are open for a collab.. contact us on our email


nervegasm: thanks to the guys on good vibrations.. nervegasm is on the airwaves.. and also thanks too mandi simmons.. for sum props.. sum news: good vibrations on air.. soon: yountunes, san diego area.. debut.. santa monica's KCRW, wnyu, toronto.. MJM.. and more.. IMindie music mag... magnet mag. and to larokan(i'm sendin you the cd as soon as we get cleared from our busy sked. thanks), eor radio... thats it for now.. laters.

evilwurm and armor: new tracks from this guys.. soon.. they've been working.. alot!!..hehehehe.

light sleeper: still need sum more sleep I guess.. but check out his band's page.(FS&C)light sleeper's band.
frost: his currently working on fixing sum of his equiptment.

thats it.. Stay stuck!!...


just got back.. more news soon.. lots of stuff..


The DOwn Sessions Soon to be on sale in San Diego... check back for more info..snoochies!!


NERVEGASM'S-THE DOWN SESSIONS(getting sum air on the Windy City..)

Nervegasm-the down sessions is on sale in chicago's
MADDHOUZ RECORDS <-- click it for more info..
Thanks MADDHOUZ !!!... laters


Bon Voyage..*TOKED*
Oi.. party on wednesday.. Despidida ni Nina.. @ evilwurms Apartment.. get drunk.. with violins and happy endings... and sum sounds.. that makes you go.. Uhmmmmmmmmmpppppppp.......

News:The Down Session On Sale on Maddhouse Radio Store front in chicago.. and also.. try to stay tuned on.. Kcrw shows.. will be on soon.. Sampler .002 is out... watch out for sum new releases this November.. Dj ian.. is still in L.A. .. new materials for the upcoming SiDz project by nervegasm.. Evilwurm's-tracks... Frost.. Armor.. next month.. still on Hidden radio.. and other mp3 radios... bangin' on you PC.. On the deep North: tracks are on rotation on SR shows in vancouver.. and soon in toronto.. also on rotation on sum clubbs in brazil..

soon: KCRW.Lollipop, magnet. Groove radio, WNYU, eon, Funender, collabs with sum Banger anthem tracks from south of london.. breakin sum beats with sum artist on Phily.. and more soonn

so stay stuck.. and be all that you can be... *poooff**.



Oh.. The Down Sessions will be on sale on Chicago this October 8..so check your favorite records stores.. and still Playin on the MADDHOUSE Radio Playlist on Chicago.. so check it out!!... Armor is on the studio finishing the final editing on his EP.. and also evilwurm still partyin'... smoking.. hahahaha...and everything!...DJ IAN aka. Lite Sleeper.. Is on LA rite NOw.. Doin sum work and Dj'n on sum Clubbs.. hiS track Will Be Out soon on a remix.. tIP!! and nervegasm is still spreading the music.. all over.. and by the way.. check out the KCRW.. Magnet.. lollipop..WNYU... next month.. soo. check you later.. YoStiZlle.. and Drizzlee... yo rizzllle... or sumting..


the coffee party every sunday is quite ok......more dope y'all!!!!!!!



40. Madd Radio Break (0:08)
41. Procreation - Out Of The Dark (5:45)
42. Viscosity - Insane Palace (1:00)
43. Top 5 Count Down.wmv (0:49)
44. Zigmund - Crashing Down (3:04)
45. Madd Radio Break (0:08)
46. Anne Murphy - Even God Must Get The Blues (1:06)
47. Henry Taylor Jr - That Little Boy (5:12)
48. Mynista - Hennessy And Strippas (3:06)
49. Carol Selick - Just Gonna Think About Today (4:06)
50. Madd Radio Break (0:08)
51. Dat Nigga L - Black Luv (2:42)
52. Nervegasm - Morphine (5:56)
53. Syspor - Dino Pt. 1 (2:53)
54. Band of Apathetics - Guardian Angel (22:46)
55. Madd Radio Break (0:08)
Hidden Radio Playlist 8-30-03

Track Artist: Song:
1 Michael Baynes The Move
2 Mark.J.Stevens The Difference
3 Rikki Gann I Can See
4 Doctor Funkenstein Secrets
5 Variable Frequency Apocalypse

7 nervegasm Subliminal

8 elektronische klangerzeugung Summer of '03
9 Electric Colony Nearly There
10 Paradox Lame Languid
11 Masters Of Reality Gimme Water
12 DeceptionBand Shower
13 Gray by Mourning Godsend
14 dANK2001 Word of Mouth
15 The Stooges TV Eye
16 Mudhoney Burn it Clean
17 Big Black Cables
18 Clutch A Shogun Named Marcus
19 TAD Trash Truck
20 Queens of the Stone Age Go With the Flow



NEWS: still on the top 10.. been running for 3 straight weeks now.. thanks to all.. check out the soundclick tracks.. got sum new ones and sum oldies but goodies tracks.. too.. well thats it for now.. aiiiigthhhh!! laters..!


Hello Earthlings.. nervegasm's SiDz project CD is on the workz..Evilwurm tracks soon.. Frost.. is on sampler .002. Armor Live gigs and Sampler .002. Target track will be out on a remix soon. Mp3.com tracks update: still on the top 10. been on the number one slot for 3 days. (thats good enough for me-nervegasm) Coffee later. smokey the bear will be there.. Arabica and green columbian coffee.. and sum tea.. I think.. laters.. snootchies..
EviLWurM here.........heheheeh, its been a long time since i've written here.....shout out to ya'll!!!! nothin' happenin' hee though.......ey guys coffee party tom at my place..............acknowledge if ur going...............



Mp3.com's Electronica Countdown (Sunday, August 17, 2003)

Top Songs
1.Death, Chasing Cars (nervegasm)
2.Southbound (Nhick Ramiro Pacis)
3.the sound of your soul (punk sinatra)
4.XTY (nervegasm)
5.Enchantress Inviolate (acid42)
6.computer entertainment (punk sinatra)
7.Mario Brothers Revival (GB version) (KenLes)
8.Michelle's birthday song (blu smoke)
9.Last Train Out Of The Cool (The JazzCapades)
10.Waterlily (Enfusion)
11.sudden ionospheric disturbance (hominid)
12.Fuzzy Dizzy Goes My Robotic Date (acid42)
13.By Chance (Dj Arbie Won is the beatraveler)
14.Soul (Ascolto)
15.Subliminal (nervegasm)

(Thanks to all who downloaded and streamed my tracks--nervegasm)


to Evilwurm: DAMN!!! man thats one of the sickest pics that I got from an email.. Damn.. Whats wrong with this people..

SHit.. Bunch of SIck Fucks!!... Hope They Fucking DIe.,..

shezzz... They're Sick.... !!! .. killing panda's or moonbears for "medicinal" purposes is not enough for them...now they have to do this sick cannibalistic... whatever!!!... SIck Man SIckl!!.. it almost made me throw my guts out!!.. damn!... Somebody has to put a stop to this..!!

News:Sampler 2 is out... Radio sampler in on.. the Down Session Gets High.. and alot more coming soon.. hang on to your balls!.. :)


Mp3.com Local electronic Top 40 countdown(tuesday.august 5, '03)

Top Songs
1 Southbound (Nhick Ramiro Pacis)
2 XTY (nervegasm)(debut #32)
3 Silent Room (live) (CLOn3)
4 Death, Chasing Cars (nervegasm)(debut #31)
5 Only Human (BrianQua)



hold the FUCKIng Presses....: nervegasm on electrobrazil next month.. watch for that one... Sampler 002.. finishing the last drop.. KVD records.. soon.. finland radio is on so as vancouver... also... still on the madhouse radio chicago playlist.. the morphine track is on rotation... evilwurm is finishing the final.. editing on frost track on sampler .002.. no neews yet on Light sleeper.. maybe still checking all the music feastivals... hehehehe. more parties coming soon.. see yah!@!!


We are now on rotation on Chicago's.. Madradio. Starting august we will be on rotaton on Scorpio Rising's Show ON vancouver. I think that would ran for two months. and also on the Finland radio show. and others coming soon.. Presskits are done.. (at last!!!-john) we willl be sendin it all out to all the people who ask for it.. thanks for waiting. .. Pirate tradio is ON..see you soon..

Head space:
"I can't pretend I don't need to defend some part of me from you."-Interpol.


All Thanks.

Thanks to all the people who helped us. thanks to Xty for the bio. thanks to all the a&r exec of all the labels who got interested on our music (I'll be sendin' you the press kit. need to to put some finsihing touches on it. thanks for waiting. sending it to you guys soon -nervegasm). thanks to all the people who supported us and all the people who "tried" to supprt us, and tries to set there egos/crab-like attitude aside and act like a person, not an ass (just kidding!hehehe.-nerve). thank you all. !! Now! enough asskissing. lets get to work.. laters!. [peace to universal beats]

news .01:party + me, drunk and f*cked up = fun. Frost on sampler .002 tracks:simple pleasures/the ride/after six. Evilwurm on Sampler .002 tracks: chill/bullshit/non-published. Light Sleeper on sampler .002- monster massive/ The Jujitzus on .002- Scuddam / Spicoli .002- Stress Boulevard. Armor on sampler .002 tracks: target/wind. nervegasm on sampler .002 tracks: subliminal/dethroned. Sidz on sampler .002 - are you high?/LSD. O_M_O on sampler .002 - air/ funk ministry.(final list).
news .02:eoradio playlist. the SR show(vancouver). UNY radio review. Magnet Mag. Finland. Philly. Washington. Uk FreshSound. Brazil. Austria. Nu017. Bamboo. .. more soon. now back to your regular programming...


.:Been Busy:.
[watch out] vitaminic.com -debut | indiedisco.com -entry | eoradio- list | indie radio station - debut | indiesonic -site and special streaming | netindiestation-tracklist | other stations.
Ive just realized sumthing.. Your not gonna last long on top of the countdown if your not a platinum paying artist. shessshh.. anyway.. i got on top as a basic(free) subscriber.. that tells you sumthing..bwahahahaha (evil laugh..!!). [news] the word is spreading.. the music is spreading.. we are now all over the net, but still on our own.. 'coz this is D.I.Y. staying true to our underground roots... [soon] soon to be featured on magazines and radio stations all over europe, north and south america. still hoping to get in australia and asia.. but that can wait. laters.. [peace to universal beats]


Mp3.com's Electronic Music Countdown (07/02/03)
Top Songs

1 Southbound (Nhick Ramiro Pacis)
2 Hellfire (nervegasm) (debut at #4)
3 Freon ([makina])
4 Standing On A beach With A Gun... (nervegasm) (debut at #32)
5 Deep North (nervegasm)(debut at #2)



New nervegasm tracks available @ mp3.com. Deep North (debut @no. 2 in the countdown) and Hellfire (Old track Debut @ no.4).
and new soon to be posted tracks. Subliminal and Morphine. check it out!.. soon to be available on CD so start ordering!.. Laters.



The Brazilian Intakes (e.p.) is on the workz feature's tracks from nervegasm records Artist(nervegasm and SiDz) and also Saul Williams-The Pledge to Resist White label Remixes will a bit late, still Doing Sum major Track Editing and emailing.. hehehehe..! tentative brazilian intake (e.p.) tracks: 01. BosaCocaCore 02.Funky Demon 03. In Between Space ( Alone and Endless B-Side) 04.XTY 05.Thermal. Coming Out Soon:Grasshut Releases/S.U. Remixes/After SIx MIx/Sampler .03/We're Not DJ's Experimental Sessions/Dub/Pirate Radio/Hotbox RP Publishing and Production/Remixes/SiDz Swallow Your Own(e.p.). And Outtakes from the Down Session CD will be Uploaded @ IUMA or Mp3.com so keep checking it.. It's free. and also Some of the Old Workz.

Evilwurm track available for free download.Click Here!.

Thats It for Now. Remember you can still order sampler 01 and 02($8 each) [200 php. each (manila) ] and the down session($6) [150 php.]. GO! GET IT!.


check this out: got an email from this guy from brazil.. his gonna feature the down session CD in a 'zine or sumthing.. anyway.. i'm sendin a promo copy.. sum bio... & pictures.. sheshh.. so!!.. I'm right again.. our market is outside/stateside!.. here : well , a few people would dig it.. I think.. maybe..
anyway.! sum news: the link is on. YOU CAN DOWNLOAD | FREE MP3'S : 2 tracks in iuma.com and 2 tracks in mp3.com | CLICK THE LINK. check it out..you can stream it or download it.. just don't sample it.... like sum lame people we know. hehehehe.. or email us for more info on cds, artist and stuff. and also info on "how can you get a promo copy"... it's kinda tricky thats why you should email us at hotbox@nervegasm.zzn.com
and also. WATCH OUT FOR FROST. he'll be @ sampler 2. gonna be out soon.... still editing and doing sum finishing touches on the CD!.. AND FOR THE PEOPLE ABROAD (outside the country..<--DUH!) WHO WANTS TO BUY/CHECK OUT THE CD/NEW RELEASES, WELL SEND US AN EMAIL WILL SEE. IF WE COULD SEND YOU A COPY.BUT MOST PROBABLY WE CAN.. HEHEHE.. OR BETTER YET YOU CAN BUY A COPY OF SAMPLER 1 AND 2 FOR $8 EACH OR YOU COULD GET THE DOWN SESSION FOR $6. THIS IS D.I.Y. BABY!. we're so INDIE! so email us if you want a copy!. laters!!


Back To Blogging

Fix the Mp3 link.. check it out.. !.. its free.. and oh by the way.. After Six artist will be included in the new sampler... so the released will be a bit late.. but .. its gonna be out soon..! more news and reviews and all that.. thanks to the www.renegade.br for the review of the upcoming down session.. I'm gonna send you guys a copy as soon.. thanks.. more blogg coming soon. Happy trip to light sleeper. spread the word..


MODE: not gonna be blogging for awhile.. been shakin up lately.. well actually last night!.. i'm gonna be on tea and alcohol diet for awhile .. so.. I'll be off. I have a feeling I'm heading into a breakdown. How ironic The Down Session would be a good soundtrack for this breakdown experience! voila.
News: nervegasm has uploaded a free MP3 track at MP3.com ( Standing On A Beach With A Gun In My Hand. ) | IUMA.com( Alone And Endless ). You can Check it out..and download it for free!! just "search" for nervegasm or Click the Link! and sample that track which is featured in the album ( THE DOWN SESSION ) soon to be released at hotbox records RP.


Quote me, Quote You.

"I began crying the moment I was born, and each following day teaches me the reason why."
"If you can keep your head when those about you are losing theirs, perhaps you've misunderstood the situation."
"Death is nature's way of telling you to slow down."
"I'm still not sure who my audience is. I have a terrible feeling they might be yuppies."
-Billy Bragg
"Not only is there no God, but try getting a plumber on weekends.'
-Woody Allen
'All animals mistrust man, and they are not wrong.'
-Rousseau, Confessions
Three things in human life are important. The first is to be kind. The second is to be kind. And the third is to be kind.'
-Henry James
"Going to church does not make you a Christian anymore than going to McDonald's makes you a hamburger."
"All that is not eternal is eternally out of date."
-C. S. Lewis
"Jesus is risen! he shall the world restore! Awake, ye dead! dull sinners, sleep no more!"
-John Wesley
"Budget: A method for going broke methodically."
"I haven't lost my mind. I know exactly where I left it."
"Eat drink and be merry, for tomorrow they may make it illegal."
"I never fail to convince an audience that the best thing they could do was to go away."
"A friend advises in his interest, not yours."
"Success is like a fart - you can only stand your own."
"I love mankind, it's people I can't stand."
-Charles Schultz.
"The more I study religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself."
-Sir Richard Francis Burton (1821-1890) - British explorer
"Good women always think it is their fault when someone else is being offensive. Bad women never take the blame for anything."
-Anita Brookner (b. 1938)


I'm No Rasta..Mon! But Here Sumthing To Tickle Your Tongue With!!!:


"Me come yah fi drink milk, me no come yah fi count cow!"
(Deliver that which you promised, don't just talk about it!) (15)
stay out of trouble or gossip. Means I came here to (whatever you came for) not get involved
in politics or gossip. (29)"Carry Go Bring Come" (gossip) (12)

"A so im tan" (that is what he is like)
"tan deh!" or "yu tan deh!" (just you wait!)
"Tan tedy", stand steady, means "hold still". (5)
Bunks Mi Res (catch my rest, take a nap) (5)
"yu dam Lagga head bud" (stupid) (14)

"What sweet nanny goat a go run him belly" is a
cautionary Jamaican proverb which translated means:
What tastes good to a goat will ruin his belly. In
other words - the things that seem good to you now, can hurt you later... (10)

"tek smadi mek poppy-show", which means to make fun of
someone or shame them, making them look ridiculous. (5)

"You too red eye" (meaning, you're too envious) (14)
Ya No See It? (you know?) (1)

"the gal come wine up on me," it would mean that the girl came and was
dancing up on me. (17)"Chicken merry; hawk deh (is) near", it's a Jamaican
proverb which simply means, every silver lining has its dark cloud
Even in the happiest times one must still be watchful. (22)

"Fire de a Mus Mus tail, him tink a cool breeze". Set a Rat's tail
on fire and he's thinks there's a cool breeze. Used to describe
someone or something (the system for example) that is clueless. (4)
This characterizes the delusional complacency of the upper classes. (22)

"Me bleach hard lass night" i partied straight through the night. (20)

"A promise is a comfort to a fool". (4)

"coo pon dat bwoy", "look at that boy" (17)
"Mi no come yah fi hear bout how horse dead an cow fat"
It's like telling somebody to knock off with irrelevant details. (21) (29)

"Me throw me corn but me no call no fowl"
It evokes the image of a farmer silently scattering who is

saying, in effect: "Don't call yourself a chicken just because you eat my
feed; I never said I was endeavoring to feed the chickens." That is, "You
are who you show yourself to be, not who you might say you are." (21)

"Sorry for maga dog, maga dog turn round bite you". This metaphor extends
very well to all manner and sort of do-gooding and should be considered before
any hasty acts of charity! (22) giving help to someone and they show no sign of thanks and may even scorn you for it. (29)

"Mi throw mi corn, but me no call no fowl". refers to the conversational
technique of throwing out a provocative statement (throw corn) in an indirect
manner, thus forestalling any accusations of personal insult. (22)

"Sweet nanny goat have a running belly". It's a barnyard analogy akin to the
grass is always greener, but much coarser, noting that the sweet foliage avidly
sought out by the nanny goat gives it diarrhea (running belly). It's a blunt
way of warning someone off temptation. (22)

"cock mouth kill cock" really can't be expanded upon any further, nor can the
similar "If a fish coulda keep him mout' shut, him would neva get caught". (22)
somebody who chat too much (29)

"Everyting Crash". The topic is social chaos. Also, "come bad in de morning
can't come good a evenin'", and the even more pessimistic "every day bucket
go a well, one day di bucket bottom mus drop out". (22)
Mashin up of one's plans (29)

"Wanti wanti can't get it, getti getti no want it", i.e., the Have-nots covet
what the Haves take for granted. (22)

"Trouble no set like rain", that is, unlike bad weather, we are often not
warned by dark clouds on the horizon. (22)reminder to be careful (29)
Jamaican proverbs consistently counsel patience and forebearance, as in the
beautiful image "time longer than rope". The child must "creep before him
walk". And remember, "one one coco fill up a basket", take it easy and fill
up your shopping basket one item at a time. (22)

"Every mikkle makes a muckle", refers to thriftiness, similar to "a penny
saved is a penny earned". (22)


Mcalmont & Butler - Falling
Interpol - Obstacle 1
Telepopmusik-Just Breath
Ladytron - Seventeen
Polyphonic Spree - Soldier Girl
Transplants - Romper Stomper
Mr. Scruff - Champion Nibble
Femi Kuti- '97
Junior Senior- Move Your Feet
The Distillers - I Am Revenant
Turin Breaks & Cousteu - whole album..

Damn I Need Help!!........ And Fasssssssssttt!!.... (insert sound effects here!!)

( nrv : yeah yeah! I know!!.. I'm f*king Insane!!!!!!!!! )


"We had two bags of Grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half-full of cacaine and a whole galaxy of multicolored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers.... also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of Budweiser, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls... but the only thing that worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible than a man in the depths of an ether binge..." --- Hunter S. Thompson '71

(check out this link! CLICK HERE FOR MORE INFO!)



"Free my hands and I'll varnish this
floor with your brains!"

(from "The Scarlet Citadel" by Robert E. Howard.)

Sometimes when you are threatened with physical violence, a weapon to
defend yourself with is not always available. Your hands, however, are always
with you, and can be as lethal as any weapon. Below are a list of attacks that
police are instructed not employ, as they may prove deadly.

1. TEMPLE - A very susceptibile vital spot. If struck with sufficient
force, may cause unconsciousness or death.

2. NASION - This is the summit of the nose. If struck with sufficient
force may cause death.

3. PHILTRUM - This is the area between the upper lip and the bottom of
the nose. Attack to this area may also cause unconsciousness or

4. HOOK TO JAW - A powerful hook punch to the front side of jaw may
snap an enemy's neck. Fatal.

5. ADAM'S APPLE - A sharp blow here may cause enemy to asphyxiate.

6. SOLAR PLEXUS - The small of back. May cause death.

7. TESTICLES - The strong, focused pain of a vicious low blow may
cause shock, resulting in death.

8. BASE OF CEREBELLUM - A powerful blow to the nape of the neck,
causing mortal damage.

9. COCCYX - A powerful blow to the tail bone. Fatal.

10. FULL NELSON - Stand behind the enemy, put your arms under his, and
lock your hands behind his head. Bending the neck forward may either
break neck, asphyxiate enemy, or cut of supply of spinal fluid to
brain, causing brain damage or death.

11. HALF NELSON - Again, standing behind enemy, but one arm is used to
pin one of enemy's arms.

12. BRAIN BUSTER - Bend enemy over towards you, placing him in a
headlock. Grab the back of his belt, and haul him into the air,
vertical, upside-down. Allow yourself to fall backward, landing on
your enemy's head, which will absorb your combined weight. Most
effective on concrete or gravel.

13. RUSSIAN OMELET - Cross enemy's legs. Fold enemy by pinning his
shoulders to ground upside-down and placing his legs above him. Sit
on his legs, folding the bass of the spine. Fatal.

14. HEART PUNCH - A strongman's attack, it is simply a powerful blow
to the heart. (Many years ago, the wrestler Ox killed an opposing
wrestler with this attack.)

15. UPPERCUT - An upward strike to the bottom of the jaw with the heel
of the hand, causing the enemy's head to snap backward. May shatter
vertabrae. Fatal.

16. ABDOMEN - A substantial blow to this area may rupture a vital
organ, causing death.

17. RIB CAGE - A vicious shattering of the rib cage may cause grave
internal bleeding.

18. HEAD-TO-WALL PUNCH - A swift, hard, cold-cock punch to an enemy's
face while he is standing near a wall may drive his head into it,
causing the back of the skull to shatter fatally.

19. PINNED DROP KICK - Standing behind enemy, holding his arms
straight back. A drop kick to the back without releasing arms may
severe spine, causing death.

20. HEAD WRENCH - Grabbing an enemy's head by the mouth and the back
of the skull, then twisting with a sudden, violent jerk to rend
vertabrae, may easily cause death.

21. CHOKE HOLD - Once a favorite of law enforcement officials, has
often proved deadly. The right arm goes over the enemy's right
shoulder, and grips the back of the head. The left arm comes over his
left shoulder, reaches across neck, and grabs own right forearm. With
enough pressure applied, causes brain damage or death.

22. HEAD YANK - Bend enemy forward, grab head, and pull back with
convincing force. May seperate delicate vertebrae, causing death.

(nrv: got kung fu?)


yeah.........volume two................coming soon.............i guess..............................


Everybody's Wasted! No More Mixing! No More Stuff! errr... Whatever!!!


Meeting On firday!!... For MOre INFO read the LEft side Of your Screen Snotchies!!! ViVA!


Falling Is LIke This!!:::::::::::: Change the old colors...


NEWS: REMIXING SAUL WILLIAMS-The PLEDGE TO RESIST [O_M_O MIX](ninja tunes) will be out soon! ANTI-WAR TRACK!-there will be 3 remixes of this track.. nervegasm mix/OMO/SIDZ/ check yah later!



I wish I could live free
Hope it's not beyond me
Settling down takes time
One day we'll live together
And life will be better
I have it here, yeah, in my mind
Baby, you know someday you'll slow
And baby, my hearts been breaking.

I gave a lot to you
I take a lot from you too
You slave a lot for me
Guess you could say I gave you my edge

But I can't pretend I don't need to defend some part of me from you
I know I've spent some time lying

You're looking all right tonight
I think we should go
(from the album" Turn On The Bright Lights")

(it's to late.. but.. what the heck!.. this is a freaking blog!..)

hey there I got sum news.. sum bullshit news.. 'coz I got nothing else to say .. you know what.. you have a booger in your nose!.. you heard me right a booger... !! ..
meeting cancelled... maybe next week...!! Most of us got butt pimples!!.. bwahahahahaha!!!!.


tentative meeting on weds............at my place....


sampler 2 is on the workz..... also watch out for nervegasm's new CD.. THE DOWN SESSION . Under nervegasm rec. and here are the track listings: .01 Alone And Endless .02 Burned .03 Hole In The Wall .04 Standing On A Beach With A Gun In My Hand .05 10775 (Done) .06 Lost Girl .07 Sand ANd Sin .08 Hide Away. Watch Out For That One!! Later!!


SaMpLeR 2 @ will feature Armor under grass hut records!!!!
sampler 2 is now on the post production phase and will be out this April!!! yeah check us out........................


<---check sum updates???..bleh!!


need more stash.. ??.. you know who to call...!! hehehehe!!
Damn... Sampler 2 is on the workz.. it'll be out. soon.. so watch out.. sampler one is still available.. if you want a copy.. email us at hotbox@nervegasm.zzn.com or you can ask donnie at PX or check us out at smudge bar every friday.. or you can ask wilfred at cicada.. (PFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTT!).. THIS ONES GOES OUT TO ALL THE ARTIST !! we will have a meeting on wednesday at EvilWurms apartment..!! thats it... cyah later snoochie.. bootcies...ehheheheh!!!


The Pledge TO Resist!!!
And..ahhh.. by the way... fuck all corporate ass kissers and fuck you ! .. hope you die bitch!!and hope all you corporate bitches DIE!,,,,
Sooo.. Fucking early.. can't think of anything,,, anyway.. Fuck The Planet!@!


last night was a blast!!! whew.......................drunk and stoned


nag gwa ko kaina, la pulos!!!!!!!! wahahahahaha
see yah at 012 people.. Free the Weed!


launching at 012 bar and resto this dinagyang


hotbox sampler volume 1 will be raffled off at 012 bar and resto this dinagyang, check it out!!!!!!!!
oi! hehehehe, copies will be available on monday January 20, 2003...........watch out for the next volume coming out this February................................


due.. to insistent public demand.. where.. making more copies of the sampler.. !NOT!! hehehhe..actually..we have too.. lots of people orderin.. anyway.. if you want to get yours(a copy of the cd!) ... directly from us! email us @ hotbox@nervegasm.zzn.com include your mailin address and any information.. about you.. phone or cell # .. etc.. anyway thats it for now.. !.. take care!!


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eternal truths

this is it
there are no hidden meanings
you can't get there from here, and besides, there's no place else to go
we are already dying, and we will be dead for a long time
nothing lasts
there is no way of getting all you want
you can't have anything unless you let go of it
there is no particular reason why you lost out
on some things
the world is not necessarily just! being good often does not pay off
and there is no compensation for misfortune
you have a responsibility to do your best
it is a random universe to which we bring meaning
you don't really control anything
you can't make anyone love you
no one is any stronger or weaker than anyone else
everyone is, in his own way, vulnerable
there are no great men
if you have a hero, look again: you have diminished yourself in some way
everyone lies, cheats, pretends (yes, you too, and most certainly i myself)
all evil is potential vitality in need of transformation
all of you is worth something, if you will only own it
progress is an illusion
evil can be displaced but never eradicated, as all problems
yet it is necessary to keep on struggling toward solutions
childhood is a nightmare
but it is so very hard to be an on-your-own,
-else-to-do-it-for-you grown-up
each of us is ultimately alone
the most important thing, each man must do for himself
love is not enough, but it sure helps
we have only ourselves, and one another
that may not be too much, but that's all there is
how strange, that so often, it all seems worth it
we must live within the ambiguity of partial freedom,
partial power, and partial knowledge
all important decisions must be made on the basis of insufficient data
yet we are responsible for everything we do
you can run, but you can't hide
it is most important to run out of scapegoats
we must learn the power of living with our helplessness
all of the significant battles are waged within the self
you are free to do whatever you like
you need only to face the consequences
what do you know... for sure... anyway?
learn to forgive yourself, again and again and again...

derived from Asian philosophies by Sheldon B. Kopp


hey there!! this is hotbox records.. an indie label..our main goal is to give ..electronic music to the people....educate.. and give them sumthing new and real(original stuff) .. thanks.. keep on comin back 'coz this is the only place where you'll see and hear from us .(hey Evilwurm.. start blogging.. Damn'it!!..)


Hey there people!!. try bloggin' with us.. Lets start the Riot!!